Samantha Jenkins ([info]abby3938) wrote,
@ 2006-09-21 19:11:00
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Current mood: depressed

.................
I don't get it! i really don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know why i am here anymore!

Its not to be a kid! I havn't been a kid seens i was 8......... It not to be a teen ...... i act i lot older then i am sopost to! It not to be a adult because i am not 18!
I am nothing ....... I do nothing as others would say!

I try to help but its never helps it never works ..... all it does is cause me pain and heartace.

Why am i here!!!!!!!!! I want to know because i know for a fact i am nothing! I am not smart..... I am stupid and don't say i am not because i know you people call me it all the time! I fit in nowhere!

I am just a waste of space i really am!

I am sick and tired of try to help and it never works! I am sick and tired of being made fun of. I am sick and tired of watching my life fall apart at all ends...........
I am tired of watching people do thing they should of never done or said!

I am nothing .... not a kid, teen, or adult! There is nothing left! I guess that makes me stupid and nothing

~Abby~


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[info]garthbrooks
2006-09-22 06:13 pm UTC (link)
Havn't talked to you in awhile. I can see things are not going well.

I heard you dyed your hair again. How did that go?

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[info]abby3938
2006-09-22 08:56 pm UTC (link)
It went fine ,,,, i am bloned

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[info]turtleintortuga
2006-09-22 08:20 pm UTC (link)
I wuv u sam <3

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[info]turtleintortuga
2006-09-22 08:37 pm UTC (link)
and my grammy says she likes your hair ^_^

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[info]abby3938
2006-09-22 08:57 pm UTC (link)
Your Grammy has seen my new hair?

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[info]abby3938
2006-09-22 08:56 pm UTC (link)
thanks

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[info]alleykat159
2006-09-23 01:46 pm UTC (link)
i don't think ur ALL stupid (not to sound like i meant that in a mean way cuz i didn't). u can b stupid at one thing... like science for example and b smart at something else... like random tv show trivia. u could prolly kick some major ass on a game show of sorts.
like me... i'm a fucktard when it comes to math and science but ask me almost anything about a lot of music... and i know and i'll give you more than u bargained for.

and u ARE a teen... ur just a Teen with Adult-like qualities.
just like i'm a Teen with Child-like qualities.

SMILE! IT MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD!... or u could throw darts at a picture of George Bush... that'd work 2.

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(Anonymous)
2006-09-24 10:46 pm UTC (link)
i agree a 100% with superhero, we are all smart and stupid in our owns ways. as for the why are you here question, it is to make sure i don't do anything stupid and to stop me from being the insane person i can be. and you know you like to push me around, don't deny it! besides how would alex fell if his bestest, most favortiest (and yes im not using proper english) sister wasn't here to take him to school and other places. your special abby in your own way, just as spooky, superhero, jose, england, and i are. no one ever said you had to be the smartest or the stupidest, all you have to be is you, thats all we care about. yes there will be people smarter than us and people not as, but it is our choice to make the best of what we have, our friends

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[info]turtleintortuga
2006-09-24 10:49 pm UTC (link)
hey you forgot me! lol

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[info]abby3938
2006-09-24 10:55 pm UTC (link)
i see what you mean but i am not good enough for some people and thoughs are the people i need the aprove of ........ some people just won't give me nice comment only bad ones! even if what they say about me is a lie and they know it they don't care ..... they only care about themselves!

I am so sick of being treated badly by the people i am so nice to!

I have given up on some people now and i don't care what they tell me! I am done with this life .......
My new life will begin next year and i have no clue what to do!

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